As I grow in my relationship with Jesus, it is clear that I need to keep my eyes fixed on Him in everything I do, say or think. I need physical and emotional blinders like horses wear, so they can’t see what is behind or beside them; keeps them focused and on their intended path. Once I lose that focus, this broken world takes hold and sends me backwards. It seems to be a constant struggle for me! A battle between my human nature and the Holy Spirit. Last week I read this blog post, titled “The Struggle With Struggle“. Aptly titled, right? I love how God leads me to the things I need to see and hear.💕
Hebrews 12:1-3 (NIV)
12 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
I notice the difference in myself when I take the time to be in the word of the Lord. I witness how I’m more patient, less fearful, and/or just a sense of peace …ACTUAL PEACE!!! I need that constant reminder that this is NOT our home!
I related (too much so😊) with the writer of post, The Struggle With Struggle, she writes “Have any of us ever worried about something(s) because we are afraid if we stop worrying, we will lose control of it? Like worrying somehow gives us control over it all? It sounds twisted, but I have spoken to countless friends who relate, and it is a big part of my story. So think about this – the absence of worry could equal total dependence and faith in God. ”
I think this sense of trying to control things comes from continually feeling as if I’m on a self-improvement plan. We are bombarded every day with ads, be this, be that, do this, do that; all with the idea of “improving ourselves” for something of this world. But I did put myself on a self-improvement plan to become a better Christian. I’m laughing at myself, because I missed the point of Jesus’s message. In finding Him, I am improved.
Matthew 11:25-30 (NIV)
The Father Revealed in the Son
25 At that time Jesus said, “I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. 26 Yes, Father, for this is what you were pleased to do.
27 “All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
Thank you Lord for loving us so much that you gave us your son Jesus Christ!💕 Please help me continue to lean on Him instead of my own understanding.
Thanks for reading and God bless! A friend posted this photo and felt it was very appropriate.
Kim